If what you want is to reduce me into a lifeless, piece of human then you’ve got your wish. I don’t know how to feel without you.
I get that not everyone will understand anxiety and depression but I thought at least you of all people will be less indifferent because it fucking kills when you’re yelling at me in the middle of a panic attack.
You hurt me in the worst ways and you never stop hurting me. But you were my 1st love and i gave you my whole heart. I will never stop loving you, despite wanting to hate every inch of your being.